Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
~Mother Teresa~

• I managed to do my resignation today..its kind of relief when my boss understood my situation..and i know that God had help me goin through all these..Thanx God..
• now i have to hob hunter again..i know it will be a bit difficult for me but i know dat there will always opportunity outside ther..
• Having my twiter now..hehe kind of fun to tweet there..
• I have to plan somethin for mylife now..otherwise i will remain unchanged till d end..i dont want to think n care wat other ppl will think of me anymore..i have my own life..maybe i made mistake but its my own decision to choose wat i want in my life..
• Well...Nobodys PerfecT...
  

• Havin a bad situation now..huhu wanna resign but dunno how..its difficult to make a decision now..i think im gonna die..help me..huhuhuhuhuuhhuuh
• Life is not easy..we always stuck in the middle..we have to choose and which is better for ourself..wrong decision will spoil you..have to be carefull in making a good decision..but ryte now i dunno to do..really stress for this whole month of working..i wish i can work in a government side...i've made a wrong decision since beginning, i shouldn't apply and accept this job at the 1st place as i don't have any education background with this job..i know there is no time for me to regret it..its my choice..so now i have to think and find how im goin to tell my bos about my resignation...i know i have the right to give them 24hours notice of resignation but i have to do in a good way coz it will affect my reputation soon..
• totally blank now..;( God help me..
  

• Im workin but yet not happy at all..I shud neva apply any job in hospitality industry i guess..and now im suffering with my job now..im thinking of quiting my current job..huhu but if i quit then i will jobless again and no income evry month..i hv to pay my rent house and also survive my life..i got a call from one of company but need to wait for their another call to be interviewed..i really hope i can get another job which is suit for me..tired of living like diz..no one cares, no one even wanna help me..have to do all by myself..;(
• i dunno wat to do anymore..huhu
• 2mmrow..hv 2 think whether im goin to work or not..i hv no passion to work..have no motivation to work..God help me..;(
  

• its CNY..hmm ppl happy 2 celebrate it but im sad coz im jobless now..but its ok its my own dcsion n i wil not regret it..better than i continue do d job n hate it..so, now im hunting job again..but i believe i can find it soon..finger cross..^_~
• i need sumthin dat really suit me..but i donno wat..hmm
• i miss my frens n im thinking wat they're doin now..miss all d thing dat we hv done 2gther..too much memory of sweetest n bitter things happen but dats wat i miss d most..nothin can replace d memories i had wit them..;)
• im hoping 2morrow will b better than yesterday..

• at d cmpus now,..alone..dunno wer is my roomate..mayb she is workin or sleep at her fren's room..hmm well, always like diz..but even she is in d room we dun hv much topic 2 talk with..hmm..
• 2mrrow will b my 3rd week working at nexus..i hv no feeling with my job..no passiona at all..n 2mrrow also my boss will b back 2 work..then morning briefing will b back again..boringg...if i hv somethin 2 say or share mayb i will b excited but there is nothin..haiz..dun like diz..
• wat would happen 2mrrow, i also hv no idea..must b he will ask me wat hv i learnt a week b4..can i juz say it learnt nothin much..? if he want 2 fired me i dun care..accept it without feelin embarrass..im ok..im fine..this job is not suit 4 me at all..coleague not supporting me at all, there nothin much they taught me 4 bout 2 weeks..huh
• wat shud i do 2mrrow..?haizz...i hate diz thought n feeling..arrrgghhh
• God..plz help me..i dunno wat 2 do at diz moment..thnx 4 always b with me until now..

• im at my bro's houze now..feel so calm..happy 2 b here after a 5 days stayin at d cmpus..feel so relaxing here..hmm iwish i could stay here evryday..huhu it is quite difficult 4 me stayin at d cmpus..i hv no frens 2 chill with..if got, we hv different tme of workin..they r workin by shift while me fllow d ofis hour..so evryday i hv 2 do evrythin by myself..so lonely there..huhu
• i started feelin uncomfortable with my job..its not really suite to me..i juz cannot handle it..i dont hv d pasion of workin there..seems dat they r not friendly 2 me..or mayb it me dat cannot adjust myself to d work environment..i juz dont like d environment..mayb bcoz i dont know wat job i hv 2 do..?hmm to be honest im not happy workin there..
• wat shud i do now..? quit? gosh..diz is juz difficult 4 me..huhu how can i continue my work there..;(

• got a lil bit tired 2day..hv 2 clean up d desk dat full with a bunch of file..hmm but enjoy it compare 2 yesterday
• 2day i did d monthly report..juz key in d figures n seem easy 4 me..hee
• n d panic guy owez make me panic also..haiz things will not get bad as u think bha..hmm
• workin on d contrct again..i feel a bit confuse but improve la..confuse with d rate n all d market..im not familiar with d agent2x owh..which market d are..huhu
• hope 2mrow will be better than 2day..
• have 2 b patience ryte..ok..gambate!

• 2day a bit tired coz i went 4 inspection with my colleague..now i know wat they mean by inspection..its actually showing d resort 2 them..hmm..need 2 explain all bout d resort..i think i still cant do dat..i hv not enough info bout d resort yet..hv 2 study more la..
• i hv done my promotion update n 2mrrow hv 2 wait a new task..still hv no idea..everyday hv 2 briefing ka? malas la..boring..hv 2 standing n listen 2 all of them talking bout wat they want 2 do..haiz..i can juz do my work? admin? hmmm..i dunno if i can stand with diz job..its look like too hard 4 me 2 catch up..if only admin yes..i can do..but if they want me 2 see d client..then no..still not ready yet..
• n 1 thing that i dont understand is they think that i can automatically catch up wat they ask me 2 do 4 d 1st tyme..yes i can if they explain 2 me more n clearly.but they didnt do that..huh
• wat shud i do? i want 2 work but i cannot work with this kind of situation..huhu
• God pls help me..i almost give up..;(

• 2day wasn't really bzy 4 me..juz continuing doin my work..updating d promotion..hmm...wen im gonna learn new thing...
• hmm..im thinking bout my buddy, she didn't trust me dat i can do d work..she didn't let my colleagues 2 teach me new things..haiz..hw im gonna improve like diz..? she said "hmm..dona still cannot do that.." then wen will im gonna improve my skill if she dont want 2 teach me..even d works dat she ask me 2 do yesterday she didnt explain at all..why we need 2 do dat..wat shud i 2st look wen doin dat things n so on...she juz said dat 'ok,u do diz n diz..let me knoe if u didnt understnd.."4 me, d thing dat she ask me 2 do is easy actually if she explain 2 me well n details..but she juz ask me like im a kid dat didt hv any knowldge at all..or she juz afraid dat i will do better in quickly...hmmm...i wonder..
• hope 2mrrow will be better thn 2day..
• no frens that really suit to me at my workplace..either they r too young or too old 4 me..hmm...but hv to be really patient on diz situation...sooner or later it will b ok i guess..gambate 4 me..hehehe

• 2day satisfied a bit coz i've got work 2 do..hehe compare 2 yesterday, 2day is quite ok 4 me workin there..n d buddy finally ask me 2 do smthing..well, she hv 2 coz boss ask her 2 do so..hee
• a bit tired 2day coz hv 2 clean up the ofis room..bunch of files, boxes, magazines n so on..haizz..lucky d chinese trainee help me..n she is so nice..happy 2 know her..;)
• hmm..2day i learnt hw 2 do market intelligence (MI)..its is an exchnge of information wit d competitors..hv 2 knw bout d arrivals, in house n events they hv..get thru email or calling them..again..i still afraid 2 pick up d ofis phone..ahhaha coz i dunno hw 2 answer it..afraid i dunno wat 2 say n answer if they ask me smthin dat i dunno..huhu hv 2 work on diz..
• hv a problm lor..i need 2 open my cimb acc b4 i get my slry...hw ya..i dun hv trnsport 2 go..haizz..mayb sme1 can help me..wish ryte now..;)
• i miss my leisure tme but i hv 2 gain exprience 1t n earn sme mney 4 my saving..want 2 take my DL..can't wait..hhehehhe

• new year 4 me a.k.a a career woman.. 10 jan i start working at nexus as sales co and i've been worked there bout 2 days oredi..
• i didn't expect dat i will b hired by d co since i hv no exprnce at all bout diz job..im a bit worry wit my prfrmce now as i hv to learn all frm d basic things.
• 2 days of working there, i totally blank n confused. furthermore, all the staff were busy n they did not hv much tme to teach me evrythin..i felt unconfortable n useless..da 1 dat has been assigned to buddy me was a bit unfriendly to me..not as a staff but as her job to tell me n teach me bout evrything..i dunno wat her problm is..she supposed 2 teach me but she juz ignored me n do her own work.
• i juz felt a bit upset n frustrated bcoz she makes me looks like useless n dumb. information also not enough ..haizz...i shud i do?
• evry mrning we hv briefing..hmm quite good la..but evry1 hv their own updte not me..im hv nothin 2 say..i wish i can tell smthing 2 d Dosm but nothi..hmmm
• there times wen i think dat im not suitable 4 da job..i need somethin dat i know hw to do without waiting 4 them 2 teach me..wat wud b da job huh?
• i also dunno..but i hope i can more 4 d next day..finger cross.
• stay at campus n feel lonely..no frens..got but juz fren 2 go 2 work...huhu evry day bought ns cmpur at canteen.. lucky got market but d goods not really complete bha..hmm...
• hv 2 sleep now in my bed which is juz good..wat 2 do..i hv 2 b patient..yeahh...
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• mmg sad..huhu yesterday pper was suck!..im not satisfied wif my answer,slh jwb lho...adoi..hw come..answer wif full of confident but at last,point slh..huaaa...wanna cry..juz hoping i can pass diz pper..
• now..1 pper left..hope i can do it better than yesterday..but now still not in da mode of stdy..hehehe..
• nway..i can't wait 2 fnish da xm..want 2 enjoy wif my frens..
• We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness..(likes diz quote..Dear God.. forgive me for my sadness..)
  

• ni la muka tyme stdy ptg td...amek tyme rest2..hehehe..yg sblah 2 saja sebok2..mo jg ada pic dia..hehee..x pa,,sya ni jnis yg baik jg...lalala...mmber yg len...?ada yg smbung tgk mvie n ada yg on9 jg...owh...x lupa jg ada yg naik atas p PRL..bli ais2x bebeh..eh..bkn..bli coke n ais..tyme stdy2 ni mmg byk mgidam bnda camni..hish2x...termasuk sya la...hhihihihi
• tgk...jgn x tgk...
  

• Smlm x dpt Tdo,so bgn tgk mvie..best jg mvie 2..but sya tgk pn utk mngubat mata yg x mngantuk ni..so tgk dlm stgh jam da ngntuk da then tdur,....
• kul 11 bgn..mmg best tdo smlm..ada mmpi jg but x ingat mmpi apa..huhu pa2x jak la..after mndi n breakfast..sya baca my chapter kunu..but some ada yg sya x phm..hish..cmna mo jwb xm ni..?common sense jak la kn..hihihi..
• after bc buku sket then tgk mvie..then line streamiyx pn muncul..mivie kna reject..so..on9..lalalala..mmg best umh ni..dpt stremyx freee...hihihi
• perut da mula bkeroncong plak..then kmi pn p mamam..apple cafe..i like dat cafe..mknan sume mnapati citarasa..yummy...hehehe after mamam blk..kihkihkih..mmg kuar p mkn jak..
  
• owh ya..p amek duit lg..utk my sewa umh n intersesi..pokai da pas ni..mkn maggie la jwbnya..huhuhu...
• now..tersadai d umh..blm mndi n mkn mlm..dpt jemputan bday dr clasmate..mo pegi but malas..x tau napa..huhuhu..hemm,but i wonder y they force us 2 go there..bkn rapat pn..then siap pesan be hot ya...duh...apa la...lalalal>
• ok..pla 4 2nite...StUdY GrOuP TiL 2mrroW..>
  

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