LaDy D

im at my bro's houze now..feel so calm..happy 2 b here after a 5 days stayin at d cmpus..feel so relaxing here..hmm iwish i could stay here evryday..huhu it is quite difficult 4 me stayin at d cmpus..i hv no frens 2 chill with..if got, we hv different tme of workin..they r workin by shift while me fllow d ofis hour..so evryday i hv 2 do evrythin by myself..so lonely there..huhu
i started feelin uncomfortable with my job..its not really suite to me..i juz cannot handle it..i dont hv d pasion of workin there..seems dat they r not friendly 2 me..or mayb it me dat cannot adjust myself to d work environment..i juz dont like d environment..mayb bcoz i dont know wat job i hv 2 do..?hmm to be honest im not happy workin there..
wat shud i do now..? quit? gosh..diz is juz difficult 4 me..huhu how can i continue my work there..;(

got a lil bit tired 2day..hv 2 clean up d desk dat full with a bunch of file..hmm but enjoy it compare 2 yesterday
2day i did d monthly report..juz key in d figures n seem easy 4 me..hee
n d panic guy owez make me panic also..haiz things will not get bad as u think bha..hmm
workin on d contrct again..i feel a bit confuse but improve la..confuse with d rate n all d market..im not familiar with d agent2x owh..which market d are..huhu
hope 2mrow will be better than 2day..
have 2 b patience ryte..ok..gambate!

2day a bit tired coz i went 4 inspection with my colleague..now i know wat they mean by inspection..its actually showing d resort 2 them..hmm..need 2 explain all bout d resort..i think i still cant do dat..i hv not enough info bout d resort yet..hv 2 study more la..
i hv done my promotion update n 2mrrow hv 2 wait a new task..still hv no idea..everyday hv 2 briefing ka? malas la..boring..hv 2 standing n listen 2 all of them talking bout wat they want 2 do..haiz..i can juz do my work? admin? hmmm..i dunno if i can stand with diz job..its look like too hard 4 me 2 catch up..if only admin yes..i can do..but if they want me 2 see d client..then no..still not ready yet..
n 1 thing that i dont understand is they think that i can automatically catch up wat they ask me 2 do 4 d 1st tyme..yes i can if they explain 2 me more n clearly.but they didnt do that..huh
wat shud i do? i want 2 work but i cannot work with this kind of situation..huhu
God pls help me..i almost give up..;(

2day wasn't really bzy 4 me..juz continuing doin my work..updating d promotion..hmm...wen im gonna learn new thing...
hmm..im thinking bout my buddy, she didn't trust me dat i can do d work..she didn't let my colleagues 2 teach me new things..haiz..hw im gonna improve like diz..? she said "hmm..dona still cannot do that.." then wen will im gonna improve my skill if she dont want 2 teach me..even d works dat she ask me 2 do yesterday she didnt explain at all..why we need 2 do dat..wat shud i 2st look wen doin dat things n so on...she juz said dat 'ok,u do diz n diz..let me knoe if u didnt understnd.."4 me, d thing dat she ask me 2 do is easy actually if she explain 2 me well n details..but she juz ask me like im a kid dat didt hv any knowldge at all..or she juz afraid dat i will do better in quickly...hmmm...i wonder..
hope 2mrrow will be better thn 2day..
no frens that really suit to me at my workplace..either they r too young or too old 4 me..hmm...but hv to be really patient on diz situation...sooner or later it will b ok i guess..gambate 4 me..hehehe

2day satisfied a bit coz i've got work 2 do..hehe compare 2 yesterday, 2day is quite ok 4 me workin there..n d buddy finally ask me 2 do smthing..well, she hv 2 coz boss ask her 2 do so..hee
a bit tired 2day coz hv 2 clean up the ofis room..bunch of files, boxes, magazines n so on..haizz..lucky d chinese trainee help me..n she is so nice..happy 2 know her..;)
hmm..2day i learnt hw 2 do market intelligence (MI)..its is an exchnge of information wit d competitors..hv 2 knw bout d arrivals, in house n events they hv..get thru email or calling them..again..i still afraid 2 pick up d ofis phone..ahhaha coz i dunno hw 2 answer it..afraid i dunno wat 2 say n answer if they ask me smthin dat i dunno..huhu hv 2 work on diz..
hv a problm lor..i need 2 open my cimb acc b4 i get my slry...hw ya..i dun hv trnsport 2 go..haizz..mayb sme1 can help me..wish ryte now..;)
i miss my leisure tme but i hv 2 gain exprience 1t n earn sme mney 4 my saving..want 2 take my DL..can't wait..hhehehhe

new year 4 me a.k.a a career woman.. 10 jan i start working at nexus as sales co and i've been worked there bout 2 days oredi..
i didn't expect dat i will b hired by d co since i hv no exprnce at all bout diz job..im a bit worry wit my prfrmce now as i hv to learn all frm d basic things.
2 days of working there, i totally blank n confused. furthermore, all the staff were busy n they did not hv much tme to teach me evrythin..i felt unconfortable n useless..da 1 dat has been assigned to buddy me was a bit unfriendly to me..not as a staff but as her job to tell me n teach me bout evrything..i dunno wat her problm is..she supposed 2 teach me but she juz ignored me n do her own work.
i juz felt a bit upset n frustrated bcoz she makes me looks like useless n dumb. information also not enough ..haizz...i shud i do?
evry mrning we hv briefing..hmm quite good la..but evry1 hv their own updte not me..im hv nothin 2 say..i wish i can tell smthing 2 d Dosm but nothi..hmmm
there times wen i think dat im not suitable 4 da job..i need somethin dat i know hw to do without waiting 4 them 2 teach me..wat wud b da job huh?
i also dunno..but i hope i can more 4 d next day..finger cross.
stay at campus n feel lonely..no frens..got but juz fren 2 go 2 work...huhu evry day bought ns cmpur at canteen.. lucky got market but d goods not really complete bha..hmm...
hv 2 sleep now in my bed which is juz good..wat 2 do..i hv 2 b patient..yeahh...

mmg sad..huhu yesterday pper was suck!..im not satisfied wif my answer,slh jwb lho...adoi..hw come..answer wif full of confident but at last,point slh..huaaa...wanna cry..juz hoping i can pass diz pper..
now..1 pper left..hope i can do it better than yesterday..but now still not in da mode of stdy..hehehe..
nway..i can't wait 2 fnish da xm..want 2 enjoy wif my frens..
We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness..(likes diz quote..Dear God.. forgive me for my sadness..)

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